It’s dark outside. The sun will rise soon or perhaps is already rising. The symbol of a new day even when you are not sure that you want the current day to end.

I got a job waitin’
For my graduation
Fifty thou’ a year
Will buy a lotta beer
Things are goin’ great
And they’re only gettin’ better

I remember when that was all I really wanted out of life. A good job and a good life. I’m not sure what I want anymore.

Words that I normally would have spoke with no hesitation I now find I have to think about. It’s funny in the bitter way. The part of you that you thought would never change changes. At least I am comforted that I still think the words even if speaking them takes more time.

I see now that it is time to repay that friend for the advice he didn’t give me. And for more.

Back to sleep for me. At least this lack of sleep is for jet lag. And a headache.

The future’s so bright
I gotta wear shades
I gotta wear shades

I can only hope so.

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